A blogger's Confession !

        I was in love 

Didn't know it until I lost my sleep,

my calm and my hunger,

after knowing you Oh my sweet. 

       You were so alluring for my naive heart.

My little red pumping baby was all lost in the spell castled by you !

      Love was a fresh feeling for me.

A new book waiting for me to be ripped beautifully apart.

     I thought like every other girl,

maybe it was my chance to feel 

all that what makes Love so magical and divine.

Maybe it was my turn,

to shower all the long saved love

on a single person waiting out there

just to see my smile !

Love is pure and so was mine.

Your love made me feel,

as if the whole world had lost it's existence power.

I was yours, you were mine.

Days went by like time slipping out

of the hole

and as if you controlled it by some power.  

Whole day spent with you,

seemed like just some hours 

and

some minutes without you 

seemed like a whole era without you!

I wished if years could pass in a blink

and

time when you would be with me

may come very soon !

Everything was going so good,

just as the cupids had planned.

But then something came up 

and

I lost your hand.

You started avoiding me, 

still telling me that you loved ,

  saying that all it was time that you needed,

to show how much you loved.

I waited and waited and waited,

but the pain never went back. 

I took it now as something 

that I will never give you back.

They say ex-lovers should be accused.

Abused for abandoning a girl's love. 

That makes you easy to forget, 

all the anguish that have suffered.

Your ex-lovers identity 

becomes the password of your mail accounts 

or match with your future babies name .

But none of is happening in my case.

Remember you once told me,

How I should discover my potentials well.

And put all the effort in expressing them as well.

I now am seen as a creative person by name,

because I write a blog.

Not just one,I now write a lot.

I saw your blog one day, 

read all your posts in an hour.

And it's because of you 

that I am now a blogger!

Not a good one but still on the path of growth.

I thank you O'my Love for all the support.

The support that you gave, 
unknowingly of-course,

to make me reach this point.

Where I have taken writing, 

as a passion of mine.

Few know this fact, 

and even you are ignorant of this.

But yes,I owe my blog, to you O my dearest !